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You we're my sanctuary / How could you be so heartless / You we're my sanctuary / I still love you and my head's a mess / You we're my sanctuary / Why'd you have to go and hurt me / You we're my sanctuary / Why the fuck did you do this to me / ////// Ghost me for weeks / Now I'm fucking bored of you / Cant talk to you now / Even if I wanted to / Hallucinating I'm falling apart / You left me alone to rot in the dark / Took me too long to realize how / What are you even up to now / (-wait.) There's no Cursed Objects 2! / I don't wanna hear new music from you / Take my shit and call it your own / Come on bitch do something on your own / no No! NO! NO!!! / I didn't even get the last word / Blocked me on facebook last I heard / You hurt me so much and then just disappeared / Why the hell are you acting so weird? / ////// You we're my sanctuary / (taught me...) How could you be so heartless / (to love...) You we're my sanctuary / I still love you and my head's a mess / (myself again) You we're my sanctuary / (stopped pretending...) Why'd you have to go and hurt me / (to be sane... ) You we're my sanctuary / (but now...) Why the fuck did you do this to me / (you hate me and you're gone) You we're my sanctuary / (does that mean...) How could you be so fucking heartless / (all of this...) You we're my sanctuary / I still love you and my head's a mess / (was wrong?) You we're my sanctuary / (you were my...) Why'd you have to go and hurt me / (sanctuary...) You we're my sanctuary / (why...) Why the fuck did you do this to me / (did you have to hurt me?)
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Lying on the floor don't touch me! / Fuck I'm bleeding hey what happened? / Didn't I take enough of them to / Overdose / Get back up we need to go home / Hide out there forget what happened / Should've taken enough of them to / Overdose / Try again as soon as we're home / Swallow the pills no turning back now / Drink it all up maybe its enough to / Overdose / Slit my wrists and watch the blood flow / Cut up my veins until they run slow / Why is it so fucking hard to / Overdose / ////// So many nights spent in the hospital all locked up in restraints / Guards laughing at my fucked up body while thinking themselves saints / Yeah I know I'm crazy, and that I'm not doing well / But what's the use complaining 'bout it when you live in hell / There's no way to end this, there's no stopping all this pain / Everything is awful and everyday feels like the same / I just need a way out please unlock these let me leave / No matter how long that you hold me here you know next morn' I'll be... ////// Lying on the floor don't touch me! / Fuck I'm bleeding hey what happened? / Didn't I take enough of them to / Overdose / Get back up we need to go home / Hide out there forget what happened / Should've taken enough of them to / Overdose / Try again as soon as we're home / Swallow the pills no turning back now / Drink it all up maybe its enough to / Overdose / Slit my wrists and watch the blood flow / Cut up my veins until they run slow / Why is it so fucking hard to / Overdose / ////// Sometimes I think I actually did it / And that this is my eternal punishment / 'cause if I wanted out so badly / Any other afterlife would've made me happy / Swirls of bad memories and moments of sheer terror / Like, fuck, I knew I'd end up here sooner or later / But I was expecting fire and torture devices / Not the same bad shit on loop for ages / But nothing else makes since, after everything I've done / How could I still be alive after such an awful run? / Well I guess it doesn't matter, either way I'm fucking here / And the only thing I know how to do is to scream in fear! / ////// Lying on the floor don't touch me! / Fuck I'm bleeding hey what happened? / Didn't I take enough of them to / Overdose / Get back up we need to go home / Hide out there forget what happened / Should've taken enough of them to / Overdose / Try again as soon as we're home / Swallow the pills no turning back now / Drink it all up maybe its enough to / Overdose / Slit my wrists and watch the blood flow / Cut up my veins until they run slow / Why is it so fucking hard to / Overdose /
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(Everything- everything's gonna be fine. Just stop stressing out, stop freaking out, stop. Just- stay calm. They're not gonna hurt you. I'm not gonna let them hurt you. I'm not gonna let them hurt you.. I'm not gonna let them hurt you..) ////// (Baby...) Don't worry don't worry about it / (Just ignore it) Don't worry don't worry about it / (It'll pass) Don't even think -don't even- Don't think about it / (Baby..) Don't worry d-d-don't worry- Don't worry about it / Don't worry don't worry about it / (Just ignore it) Don't even think -don't even- don't let them find out / ////// Seeing shit out the corner of my eyes / Don't look over there you're in for a surprise / They're not real remember its in your head / Try not to be scared if you make a scene you'll end up dead // ////// (Baby...) Don't worry don't worry about it / (Just ignore it) Don't worry don't worry about it / (It'll pass) Don't even think -don't even- Don't think about it / (Baby..) Don't worry d-d-don't worry- Don't worry about it / Don't worry don't worry about it / (Just ignore it) Don't even think -don't even- don't let them find out / ////// Yeah maybe you can relate to being out your mind / But I can guarantee bitch you couldn't do this grind / My life's a fucking nightmare a living horror movie / That's what NT's never gonna get, you'd tap out baby! / Don't think / Don't look / Don't scream / Don't- don't- don't- / ////// (Baby...) Don't worry don't worry about it / (Just ignore it) Don't worry don't worry about it / (It'll pass) Don't even think -don't even- Don't think about it / (Baby..) Don't worry d-d-don't worry- Don't worry about it / Don't worry don't worry about it / (Just ignore it) Don't even think -don't even- don't let them find out / ////// DON'T THINK ABOUT IT!
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Reading Sea Witch in the back of the bus / This is far too real did you write this about us? / The dudes in the front getting mad about trannies / All I'm thinking about is what's my odd's of living to 30? / ////// I just wish that you'd leave me alone / And that I could safely arrive at home / I don't care if I die by 28 / But please oh fuck just let me live tonight / (Yeah yeah) Please oh fuck just let me live tonight / ////// Avoiding their gaze just keep my head down / Thinking they won't clock me if I don't make a sound / But then the creeps in the front are yelling things at me like / Do you wanna die tonight bitch!? / Ya, lets fuck this witch! / ////// I just wish that you'd leave me alone / And that I could safely arrive at home / I don't care if I die by 28 / But please oh fuck just let me live tonight / (Yeah yeah) Let me live tonight / ////// (Please don't kill me..)
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released December 21, 2019

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